I went to paris.
again
i like paris.
It wasnt all that fun this time though.
I was stood outside monoprix which yes may be near a red light district but this is no excuse, it may have been dark,i may have been smoking a pink yes pink vannilla flavoured pink elephant ciggarette which are my enw obsession wow i love those things.....and i may have been wearing jeans heeled boots a possibly lower than acceptable cut top and possibly a leather jacket and excessive black make up. it was halloween, even though i know full well i always dress liek this, but in my country its just me considered been a... hmm a worldwide phrase...punk? i dunno i dont call myself a punk im just around that genre even though i dont like stereotypes, wow gettin it all in today arent we? anyWHOO..some americain couple decided to walk,gaupe,and talk about me as they walked by, they laughed and he sed to his girlfriend, yeahh you can tell i mean look the black eyemake up all dolled up there everywhere.
i knew from this exactly what he meant
he however is very dim as he thought i was french , oui i do look a tad on the french side, well i dont i just really dont look like a tourist.
he is also very dim for not knowing that most french people speak english
he is also very very dim for thinking me of all people would not say something back.
i sure as hell said something back
i said something along the lines of 'excuse me im english i can understand everything you are saying and just to clafiry i am not a hooker i may look like a hooker stood her but im my counrty this would just be a woman having a cig and she may be of the 'grunge' look, i therefore am not a hooker i do not need to be a hooker the person i am visiting work over there at the moulin rouge, he earns a wealthy amount i do no need to be a hooker, next time dont assume, dont speak so fucking loud, and dont make it so obvious your talking about someone cos if i wasnt smoking right now i would have knocked you the fuck out.
:] that last bit may have been put slightly nicer but he knew what i was going for.
i wasnt ammused as you can tell.
i may have also have one too many tequilla sunrises and jaegerbombs by this point but i was just having a cig.
he thought i was a hooker.

ahh wellll
and while all this was going on my boyfriend was geting a ban from our favrioute club and nearly gettin arrested.
im a nice person honest i just dont take shit and about my boyfriend some guy puked in his kitchen so he knocked him the fuck out. fair play.
Well hope you enjoyed reading this marvellously long script im really bored, i dont really speak in this whole 'therefor, i may this i may that' lingo i just thought it sounded posh and fitted quite well
spiffy!
pip pip cheerio
Peace.

Im not expecting ANYONE to commment this , im not writing this so people can read it and be like 'oh she has issues she probly just writing it so people can read all about her shitty life when really know one needs to actually knows and no one give a fuck' its cos i hate saying shit like this to my friends and i can just freely write about shit on here and it kinda feels like i get something off my chest,

first note,. all gguys are cunts well all the guys who seem to come my way, i am actually sick to fucking death off been fucked around and guys messing with my head it wudnt be so bad if it only happened once and i learned from it but no its happened every single time and i never learn from anything, every guy says yeah i like you wanna be with you all this bullshit then when they find out i used to be a slag its all this i dont care you can do whatever you like i dont care and im like i wouldnt do anyhin now but its good to know you dont give a shit about me (y) its hard to explain even explaining to my friends gets a few 'wait wat? im confused' yeahh then to add to all this bullshit ive gotta go to fucking court i hate going outside now i feel i have to watch myself at all times i mean i went to the fucking shop and shit myself cos i saw a certain looking guy and thought i was going to get fucking stabbed its all bullshit i shudnt hve to feel ike this outside my own home, im just sick of the pricks and wankers around here and i pretty much wanna jst move were kno one knows who the fuck i am .

that didnt really change much , well darlings i gotta go out
if you dont here from me i got stabbed : ) (Y)


xxx

flakecorps i rally hate puttin peoples username things im wierd liek that,
anywhoo heres a list for you listen and enjoy
Rusko- Jahova
Rusko-cockney thug
Tc-Wheres my money
Chase n status - Eastern jam

ok didnt realise i coudnt be bothered to type,, well basically these artists, caspa,rusko,benga,skream,Tc,chase n status ,leofah, coki, and like blasta ect ect ect


oh yeah everyone nathaniel seems to think he will be able to do this amazing russian dance which looks ALOT easier than it actually is ive been known to break a few things attempting to master this ....

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You know your prize if you suceed lol

Im going to see Jimmy Carr !! English Comedy Guy very very funny! woo , well im meant to be going weather theres any tickets left is another thing, AND its only like the road from me!! Was meant to be going to Battle Of The Bands tonight but the house is a right state so we going to try and salvage it fun times.

Uughh! Not too cracking today as i New Years Revolution/£Bet ive quit smoking , well ive won the bet because ive lasted longer than everyone thought i would , but yesterday i was all 'woo 6 days no smokes how amazing am i!?' and today im just like 'uuh i want a cig' hmm... then again...New Years Revolutions are meant to be broken...